Well it's really sucks when things don't go the way , you want. Even if you have tried everything to keep it in your way . Today was one of those days wehn nothing is actually going wrong but you entertain yourself with the anxiety of events . Especially when you are fully aware that in the end , your actions matters the most. And you find yourself in the captivity of comfort zone , killing yourself like sweet poison, destroying every bit of your ambition .
Basically my day itself started with my wrong decision , yeah you guessed it right the snooze button . Sometimes I would who had invented the snooze button , he must be a great procastinator . The legent procastinator . The beauty of time is it passes very fast when you are enjoying what you do , like sleeping , one hour can end up to hours .But for you it seems like few dreams growing underneath your misty eyes, away from the really worth worth , creating world of miracles and fantasies. Many a times we just do wrong things knowing that how important it is to do the riht thing , and I beleive it comes back to us . Every time you make a wrong decision knowing that it is wrong comes back to you . "What it goes . it comes back". in my case I got into an argument with my father .Actually we can't even call it an argument because he is the only one talking , and h never goes in a state where he can listen to others .He was telling me the importance of waking up early and should have a record on how much I sleep in a day. I totally agree with him , but before teaching others , it's important enough to apply the rules on themselves . i feel , i am good enough to learn from this situation , I know this fact but today i get it's taste one more time . If I could put it in words , it will look like this " The life of your all good deeds is till your last mistake ." You know what I have always wonderedn, why children don't do things their parents ask them to when they get a certain age .Especially when parents brag beat upon the bush about how weel they do it . It's not because of lack of respect or lazyness , may be influence of friends can be a reason but honestly I believe because childern know their parent's unidentified habits , Parents have unconscious influence on their childern . Children tends to mimic their parents on subconscious level. wooh want an psychological stroke , Unfortunately people think psychology is a subject rather then a day to day toolto deal with people smartly.
Well let it be , the best one can do is learn and not repeat the mistakes previous generations had done , only then we can ensure a overpowerd future. Aftr an unwanted encounter with my father , i come to my room and started studing . yeah studying , what else were u expecting from a studious student like me 😁.I revised my yesterday's attempted paper. Even though I had scored less , that was more than my expectation , especially when I know , how well my perparation is .
In the evening , I attemped another test. And I got a shiver slap on my face with the scores I got, totally pathetic
. IT WAS WORSE ., completely unexpected , unacceptable. The scores were so less , that if I show them to someone , they won't believe me , that I am the punk who scored such makes . I have literally overestimated my smartness to make plans , I am just talking about this will happen, without taking actions , just lost in my owm world of wishful thinking .
I was hypocritic to overly make plans , I should take actions in order to get what I want . I am very well aware of the results ,I'll attract if I didn't did the right thing and I have acknowledge the fact , that I can do it , onlu I can do it. and I will do it .
keep going !
I WILL MEET YOU AT THE TOP!!
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